feeling so trapped
the pressure is physically disabling
... and I swear my chest is caving in
It's so hard to see,
my head is aching from the impact
this is supposed to be love
...you made me believe this was love.
I can't even move.
Some nights I cant sleep and I'm left awake with my thoughts
How could eyes as blue as the sky, as deep as the ocean, make me feel hated
...yet loved
...inadequate
...yet desperately needed
these things always run through my head when all the cats are on me and I cant breath or move because Neko is crushing my stomach and pinning my legs and choco is on my chest kneeding my face and giving me head knucks to the point I might have a concussion and Graybie is just walking all over me to find a comfortable spot.
I love these assholes.
Choco (my favorite) |
Neko (the husbands cat) |
Gray+baby= Graybie (the new one) |
All of them! |
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